Lisa-Marie
did not know her father well. Even when he was still in the United
States, he would hardly ever be home. To this day she still wondered
what he would be like, if she ever went to see him. After her mom
died, she turned to the streets. She was finally able to switch to
wearing princess dresses again.
She
purchased herself a net-gun, that shoots out a large fishing net. She
didn't believe in killing others, but would sometimes be an
occasional pest for militarized law enforcement. The remnants of a
larger culture of mainstream police brutality. It was a struggle to
maintain some semblance of anonymity, a think that she would
eventually come to desire quite a bit. So when she had met Hemato,
she had sorts of mixed feelings coming into her head at once.
There
was a kind of identity crises. On one hand her mother was a French
immigrant, and on the other hand her father was British. There would
be constant fights of petty political issues; she never caught a
break from yelling, and it would be a struggle just to have basic
medical needs followed because they would be so caught up using her a
token figure for their own political gains. Her house was like a
miniature version of world war three.
So
she came into the world largely unsure what to expect. She tried to
maintain a semblance of friendliness. But not being used to the mean
streets, the reality of it all hit her hard. Most of the people she
encountered wanted to take her head, being partially of French
origin. Others saw her as some kind of sexual treasure, and she
became introduced from an early age the lusts of carnal desire.
Over
time she lost her fire, that innocence.
That
feeling of love.
Instead
what remained was a girl that was a shell of her former self. She
wanted to search for someone who could replace her mother, someone
that had been missing from her life for many years. She became
psychologically broken beyond the point of complete breaking.
She
got involved with fashion cultures.
One
such culture was what would become known as Steampunk. There was a
loving atmosphere among these people that was distinct from her
experience with her peers in middle and high school, which was still
required of people her age. Because of the family structure, people
protected each other. Even if people dropped out and became homeless,
there would still be a home. None of them cared where you came from.
You could be British or French. Everyone was friends.
This
lasted for a while, then she stopped going. Being one that largely
preferred to be alone, it made social interactions difficult to
process. Everything was like multiple rows of obscure binary code,
written in languages more arcane than Ruby and C++. The operating
system of the social life.
So
she came to the world with new eyes.
And
net-gun to find her mother. So she could be loved again.
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